nothing went wrong

Do you believe in Love at first sight? I don’t... but some people do fall in love at first sight. If falling in love can be so spontaneous can’t falling out of love also be so spontaneous?

What happens in love at first sight you don’t know a person and you fall head over heels just at the sight of him/her (if I’m not wrong)? So is it possible that you know a person very well and are truly madly and deeply in love with him and one day just fall out of love???

…Well sounds so complicated...my blog is neither about fall in love at first sight nor about falling out of love it’s about what falls common between the two, LOVE and everything that falls with it. It’s about Shruti and Sumeet it’s about them.

Completely in love with each other, everything was perfect except his hair (ahh but that’s not important). When all the other girls who have boyfriends used to start a compliant session about there respective boyfriends, comparing them with others and start all the hue and cry. . . He doesn’t call me up …he has so many more female friends…why can’t he tell his parent about us… She used to try hard to come up with atleast one complaint about Sumeet just to be a part of conversation but never could. She was truly madly and deeply in love with him, everything about him. She knew him in and out and accepted him as he was and even got all the love she deserved from him.

But today they are not together what could have gone wrong?

She said I love him but I don’t feel the need of him…now what is that supposed to mean I was able to configure after a lot time.

She said everything was fine till one odd day I felt it’s all over and nothing went wrong, we were the same Shruti and Sumeet. So it’s your mistake I asked? “It’s not a mistake” she said “I did not do anything wrong I do feel bad about him but I can’t lie when he asks me Did you miss me?”

Like another friend I sympathetically said “everything will be fine…soon you will laugh about it” and she said “everything is fine you don’t have to feel sorry for me.”

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After joining her first job, the time they used to spend talking voraciously on phone and messaging reduced drastically. It is obvious that she can’t keep on whispering sweet things on phone when she is in office, I thought. And never did Sumeet expect her to do so. So I thought communication gap was the reason but to my surprise it wasn’t the time got reduced but there was no gap or anything.



Both of them were adjusting to there new schedules and Shruti succeeded in doing it. And we now in 2008 it could be very difficult doing it. But what about Sumeet he could not do it

That’s what the problem was…finally I realized that Shruti was right in saying nothing went wrong. She still loves him…but does not feel the need of him. What she forgot to mention is she got adjusted living with little him and now without him.

But what about Summet ?

The dream i had died las moonless night

The dream I had died las moonless night

It tried to breathe
but choked,choked again and again

Strove hard to live
yet found hard to breathe

searched essentials to flourish
but
bleeded profusely

laid down to meet end with some ease....

No screams, no shouts
no scattered blood around
but the stillness around
shouted it loud.

God turned back to look what he has done,
destiny questioned self,
time stood still and asked can i help.

The dream i had died las moonless night...

Smile to a stranger

One is me and
one is you
one on one but making a sum

Questions are many but answers are few
my eyes dun know you
then why heart do?

I can't hear you and neither can you
then whom I'm talking to ?

Dun know where you are coming from and
where are you going to..
but know you regret something that's for due..

din do much to tell you
you were the stranger I already knew..
Smile was one of the few..
blink for your eyes honored my acquaintance
but din stir the blue..

You slipped out of my eyes
and went out of my sight...
Embraced the invisible you..
but still incomplete without you...